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cF YOU haven't yet read my Thanksgiving story, "Muscle Holliday" now might be a good time to do so! 

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Andrea Bocceli has a son




For those of you who like my recent update to the Cousin Tim story, Andrea's son, Matteo, looks so much like my actual cousin Tim that it's not funny (even more so than the hunk I use on the story page). Except for the muscles, of course. In fact, yesterday I sent Tim (yes, the story is actually based on a real person) an email with today's YouTube clip, telling him I saw such a resemblance.

I've never heard Tim sing, so I have a feeling that Matteo has something on him in that area, even though Tim has the muscles.

I gotta say, Matteo makes my chest ache. His voice. That strong, Italian nose. His eyes. His entire face.

Be sure to watch till the very last two seconds. When Matteo smiles at the end, it's ...enough to make kings and vagabonds believe the very best....

Just damn.









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Ocean God



Timmy cOSEIDON has nuttin' on this guy. If I ever wanted to meet an ocean god (and to be honest, I do), I would want to hook up with this one.

Happy Thursday!






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Cousin Timmy



Timmy cRECENTLY uncovered some of my earliest stories—from back before the turn of the millenium. "Cousin Tim" was a favorite of mine.

Yet, upon reading it now, I cringe. I mean, it's not bad, but I hope my writing has improved a bit since then. Perhaps not that much, but regardless, I decided to spruce the story up a bit.

"Cousin Tim — Redux" is now available for your reading pleasure. 

Today's guy is an updated version of kinda what Tim looks like. This body is astounding, but then just take a gander at that face! Dayum! The man is gorgeous!






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Let's try that again



Bob Paris cOME OF YOU MIGHT remember the recent story I posted, "Muscle Man Church Secretary". Admittedly, of course, it was great. (Aren't they all? Sorry, I've just recently started attending HA—Hubris Anonymous—but I'm only on the First Step, haha.)

Anyway, as good as the original was, I've modified it. Basically rewrote it. Changing the basic characters, etc. So, if you wanna check out "Hiring the Muscle Dude," have at it!

It's intended to be "used" in one of my favorite ways: Copy the text into your favorite Text-To-Speeh programs. Position yourself in your bathtub, with plenty of toys, and soap. Hit PLAY. Enjoy. Yourself. Literally.

OH, and check out the new little box at the left (just above the weather module). It'll take you right to the MOS website I've done. Hope you love it!

OH2, and speaking of MOS, today's guy is my own modified of the pic MOS made for one of my stories once. The one he made is HERE. Compare. Let me know if you think I improved on it, or if you like MOS' original better. Thanks!






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Gorilla Suit



Bob Paris cOB PARIS is inarguably one of the best-built, most symmetrical, deliciously aesthetic bodybuilders of all time.

And he's hella gorgeous.

AND (newsflash) he's a really, REALLY fantastic writer. This summer, I've been reading two of his books, and I'm here to tell you, he tells a compelling story.

I first read Gorilla Suit. It's a memoir of growing up in the midwest, finding a way out of his closed-in existence, eventually ending up in California, sleeping in a car behind a gym, being woken up by a police officer shining a flashlight onto him. Penniless, but determined, he rose to become one of the worlds most recognized icons of bodybuilding.

It's an inspirational story, and I highly recommend it.

After that book, I read Straight from the Heart, which he co-wrote with Rod Jackson. This book is fascinating—even though Bob and Rod ended up separating. (Their marriage was never legally recognized.) From my (admittedly limited) searches, Rod seems to have disappeared off the face of the earth, unfortunately.

Now Bob lives in British Columbia with his (legal) husband Brian LeFurgey. I've tried to contact Bob, but haven't received any reply for my efforts. 

I wish.

But you would be well advised to read these two books. I couldn't tell you how many times over the years that I've (—cum—) to him. I mean, COME ON. 

How about you? Who are some of the guys in your youth that made you all... you know... cummy...  ? 






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Hot Summer Nights

MONDAY JULY 19, 2021


Rory Leidelmeyer cY LONGTIME followers* will recall that my very favorite movie OF ALL TIME is Alfred Hitchcock's "Rear Window," released in 1954.**

It stars Jimmy Stewart and Princess Grace Kelly. (Okay, Grace wasn't actually a princess when she made this flick, but she became one, later! She was an honest-to-god princess, I tell you!) It is the concerted (if not enlightened) opinion of This Web Host that Grace Kelly deserves a high a place in the proverbial (if not stereotypical) gay man's hierarchy of Worthy Divas—if not the actual highest place of all.

Allow me to expand: In my opinion, Grace Kelly outshines Judy Garland, Doris Day, Cher, Celiene Dion, Julie Andrews, Barbra Streisand, et al, and should be actually crowned Supreme Diva of All. I love her that much. Watch "Rear Window" and you'll see what I mean.

I mean... O. M. G. 

That said, next month (August 13th, to be precise) is the birthday of Sir Alfred Hitchcock, KBE. Sir Hitch was the man behind the aforementioned movie, so I use his birthday every year as an excuse to watch my favorite movie. Turns out, August 13th is frequently a very hot day where I live, so it all works, as far as watching "Rear Window" in the setting it demands: Sweaty hot. Uncomfortably hot. If you have air conditioning, turn it off that morning so the house is all uncomfortable and stuff when you turn on the flick in the evening.

OH, and after you watch "Rear Window" you're gonna wanna watch THIS YOUTUBE CLIP. Her Serene Highness Princess Grace of Monaco is introduced by Henry Fonda. You'll want to listen to her voice. It's just as beautifiul as it was in the movie. What a beautiful woman.

Sadly, even though Fonda introduced Her Highness as living "Happily Ever After", that Ever After was cut way too short. A year or so after that clip, Princess Grace would be gone. I could mourn forever.

If you just can't get enough of Grace (as can't I), watch THIS CLIP. It was recorded just two months before her tragic death. 

Which leaves the question begging: Why, Seanny, are you going all ape-shit over the princess? Here on a muscle website? My answer: Just because. It's my website and I'll do what I want.

That said, I do understand that most of you are here for the muscle. So... HERE. A little Rory Leidelmeyer never hurt anyone.

You're welcome.


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*I'd prefer to refer to y'all as fans, as that's prolly more apropos, yet fans sounds a bit trite and high-falutin'. So, in order to at least appear humble, I use "followers."

**If the CWS ever comes into possession of Yours Truly's bank accounts and he/she/they try to log in to said accounts (as one may be wont to do, online), and the "Secret Question"  of "What is your favorite Movie?" comes up, said nefarious CWS will not be successful if they attempt to use the aforementioned Movie name, since, on the bank website's form, I lied.






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The Complete Works of ManOfSteel



David Barnes cHOSE WHO HAVE followed me for any length of time know of my intense love for ManOfSteel, and his creation, David. Indeed, DAVID graces my banner logo at the top of this page; you'll find him strewn throughout this site, and featured in so many of my stories. I'm kind of obsessed.

Sadly, it's been a year now since ManOfSteel passed away, and honestly, losing him still hurts. 

During this past year I have been busy with a project that I hope will do justice to ManOfSteel's memory. ManOfSteel's main publishing outlet for his David renders was There, both in the Main Gallery and the Premier Gallery, new renders of David were regularly posted, to the delight of his many fans.

There is still a David Fan Club on

Through the years, my DAVID FIXATION spurred me to download every one of ManOfSteel's images from Renderotica—from both the free gallery as well as the paid Premier Gallery. After MOS' death in June 2020, Renderotica began taking down his work. Consequently, there has been no place where one can go to see these outstanding pieces of classic gay art. Until now.

Today, I'm announcing the debut of a repository that contains the complete works of ManOfSteel: David, the Blue-Eyed Beast. It is my hope that this site will be a permanent archive (permanent as humanly possible anyway) of MOS' work. I believe the work is that important.

There have been many great gay erotic artists over the years, and I believe MOS' work should definitely be counted among them. Tom of Finland was a pioneer; In my view, MOS deserves a place right next to him. Honestly.

MOS was an artist in every sense of the word. His work with David was exquisite. His mastery of 3D rendering, combined with his obvious talent and flair made him one of the best gay artists out there. He knew composition, lighting, and characterization. As well, his work with David showcased his broad education and his ability to craft story. MOS' work is exceptional, and David is a singular character who merits a place among the greats. That's why I have created this archive.

This new site is comprehensive. It showcases every single render of David that MOS posted on Renderotica—all 707 of them. Since Renderotica no longer shows any renders of David, I have no qualms in posting what is not on their site anyway. I have also included the captions and narrative (stories) that ManOfSteel included with many of his posts. In addition to these, there are supplemental treats and goodies that fans of David will enjoy.

I invite your input. Please let me know your thoughts. I want to encourage your material contributions and ideas concerning this project.

So, I present David, the Blue-Eyed beast, at his new home: Again, please let me know your thoughts. 






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Yard Work



David Barnes cS THE SUN KEEPS getting higher and the days keep getting longer, it's prolly time to get some yard work done, no?


This year I've hired just the guy. I like to sit in my lounger, watching him work. When he's nice-n-sweaty I call out that it's time for him to take a break. I make a couple of lemonades and join him on the patio. It's hard work hauling away all that stuff. I'm just sure of it.

Really nice guy. Works hard. Eager to please... all that.

But, all play and no work doesn't get the job done. So after the drinks are done (there may-or-may-not have been more than just lemonade in them—hehe) he gets back to work and fills up the wheel barrow. I dart back inside and do some writing. Maybe more than just writing.

And so, here's a link to what I've been writing: Chapter 2 of "Owen and the Professor." (You're gonna havta scroll down to where the title is, and then click.) I hope you enjoy it! 






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Russian dash cams



Owen with the prof. c'LL ADMIT IT: I sometimes enjoy watching the heinous destruction that YouTube dash cam videos show. Something about seeing all those idiotic drivers get what they deserve.

So, last night, while I was reclining on my stylish, queen-sized bed (what gay man's bedroom wouldn't be complete without one—queen-sized, I mean), I pulled up a YouTube vid about Russian dash cams. I have to admit that you Russians have a way of driving that is singularly insane.

Anyhoo, this one videe was actually a news story from 7NEWS in Australia. The lady in the studio gave the obligatory intro to the story, explaining that their reporter, Denham Hitchcock, had gone to Russia to document just how bad the driving is there—and how dash cams are pretty-much required equipment if you want to have a prayer of getting justice after some whacko whacks your car.

Okay, I'm all ears. Sounds like this'll be a good videe.

Well, as soon as the first shot of said reporter filled the screen, I went from being all ears, to all eyes. HOLY FUCK! Denham Hitchcock. The reporter. HOLY FUCK! I actually said that out loud. Right there in my bedroom. To the TV. While watching the video. (My first HOLY FUCK came at about 1:01 in the video, and it was expletive city thereafter.) I totally said HOLY FUCK more than once while watching him. There were a few HOLY SHITs thrown in as well. The man is STACKED. And gorgeous! Thick neck; deep, sexy cleft in his chin; blindingly-white smile... But the way he filled out his shirt was... HOLY FUCK-worthy.

Denham2Needless to say, I was up late last night, watching every damn video I could find of the man. You Aussies (at least those of you who love muscle) have been hiding this man from us! 

He's quite the athlete, too (not just a bodybuilder-type). Daring. Loves to surf, which is nice since, like, people often surf (and take videos of themselves doing said surfing) while shirtless. And from what I've gathered, he's a pretty damn good journalist as well. Hard-hitting, and all that. This guy is definitely not just a pretty face (and body). [Swoon.]

Oh, and stay tuned. Chapter 2 of "Owen and the Professor" is coming right up!






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The Muse

FRIDAY, MAY 21, 2021


Owen with the prof. cVERY SO OFTEN, the muse just hits me. Sometimes it wrassles me to the ground and I can't get back up on my feet (metaphorically) until I oblige it and start writing. It happened this week.

Hence, today we are posting chapter one of "Owen and the Professor", a delightful tale of muscle lust, youthful vim and vigor, admiration, a bald professor, and other elements that are guaranteed to get your orgasmic juices flowing (or at least moving).

You can read the first chapter HERE (Scroll down; you'll find it). The second chapter is nearly complete; I plan on posting it in a few days (maybe a week). Chapter two is already pretty long, and the muse is telling me he has more where this originated, so we'll see where all of this goes.


The answer to that question is simple. Mr. Muse has better things to do at the moment. Apparently, he can't be bothered to supply me with fodder for those yarns. Rest easy, though, I have a feeling he's going to have some ideas soon.

I hope your spring (if you live on Top of the World like I do) is going well. For you Johannesburg, Sydney and Perth -types, I hope your fall is going well. Me... I'm doing great, actually. Really looking forward to some good Oregon sunshine in the next few months (yes, it does exist). That oughtta help the muse, methinks. Mehopes.






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